| Damn... |
[Aug. 18th, 2008|03:29 pm] |
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It's been awhile. Yup. |
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| Meh. |
[Feb. 3rd, 2008|07:30 pm] |
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| |  cynical | ] |
Sorry that I'm disappointing everyone with my decisions.
I've ruined everything, I guess.
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| I <3 you, Mandi |
[Sep. 25th, 2007|07:02 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | OU | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  gloomy | ] |
I haven't done an entry for... Forever. And this one is going to be depressing so I apologize in advance.
Some of you know who Amanda Webber (or Mandi, as she liked to be called) is, and what happened. I don't even want to repeat how it was that she died so don't ask. But I happened to stumble upon her livejournal, and it made me think about all of the things that I used to do with her and all of the things I will miss so much. We were very close and I will miss her forever. Sometimes I just feel physically sick because of what happened and how unfair this is.
I had a dream that she was still alive and everything was the way it should have been, and when I woke up I realized it wasn't true and I just got this empty feeling. It seems like everywhere I go there is something that reminds me of her. She left such a profound impact on me that no matter what I do I will be thinking of her. A lot of the time I just feel like breaking down, but I know that she's out there somewhere and wouldn't want me to feel sad, and so I try to keep my chin up and make it through the day. I can't even imagine what her family has been going through for these past few months.
Mandi, if I could only see you one more time. Just once. I would be ok. I only wish this message could actually get to you somehow. But who knows.
I will love you forever. |
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| I'm stealing Kristen's idea |
[May. 8th, 2006|05:30 pm] |
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Post a whole bunch of anonymous things for me to read. It will please me.
Just tell me secrets or anything you want.
You know what to do.
Ready...set....GO! |
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| FOR MY FRANS. |
[Sep. 15th, 2004|05:20 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | ska stuff | ] |
He will eat your baby if you do not comment to be added. Thank you. |
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